sad day today....

dear lovera....

It's a sad day today, coz tonight I've to go back to my college in Phng ..It's not that I don't like going back but the thing is I've just find out that he is sick again...oh god, why this is have to happen to us?? what we've done wrong to receive all this????and why him??? maybe it's my fault... maybe it's a sign that say I don't deserve him...I'm not a good girl...I'm a bad girl...he's to good for me..but I love him..I really do.. oh no,I'm crying right now...why is this tears have to come down....what should I do now???I don't want to lose him again...N I won't...I will everything n anything just to keep him with me..I'm not going to give up yet...where's there a will,there's a way...

XOXO

suker?....

Yesterday....

Dear Lovera....

well, yesterday finally I met all my frenz back after we all further our studies. ..we've met at the SMDB'Hari Kantin'....It was full of laughter, excitement, n of course hug n kisses not to metion a lot of noises also... It's like a reunion except it is not a formal one... gosh I miss all of my frenz, they the one that help me gone through my high school life...we shared each happiness n sadness, we fought like a kid,hehehe but it's something for us to remember our high school life..after yesterday I don't know when will I see all of my frenz back, maybe on my wedding day? hehehehe... well that's another story...I miss my school, my teachers,my frenz, my juniors, my seniors and other things... they all the one that introduce me to a new world that is a world of frienship..I won't forget my frenz no matter what..if not becoz of them i wouldn't be where I am right now....

P/S: below are the pictures that I manage to capture yesterday....

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Transformers: revenge of the fallen..

dear....

juz got back from watching transformer at Taiping Central..at first i don't wanna go, well simply becoz first it is not my typr of film and second my lil bro force me to go with him.... but then when the film started to roll, my first impression about the movie was totally wrong... I began to like that movie..in fact i keep sayiong that the movie is a great movie..it was worth it for me to go and watch it though i was been force by my lil bro...

I really like Optimus Prime...He's one great autobots..hehehehehe....i recommend to you guys this movie..go and watch it..it be worth it...trust me...

until next episode of my life...
XOXO

suker?....

Yea2 Dapat Baju Baru.....

dear.....

Seperti yang tertera kat atas 2, dgn sonoknyer ak nk bgtaw ak beli baju baru...

hahahahahahaha

lihat la dunia aku dapat bukan 1,bukan 2 tapi tiga baju baru....2 bju mom blikan 1 lagi bju mom yg buatkan(my mom ske sgt bli bju kat sy,xpyh sruh pun taw) thnx mummy...
u're d best mom that I've ever wanted....

Tpkn.......


(timbul kerisauan) adakah 'org itu' akan approve baju2 aku 2? 2 la bli bju xingt kat die tp....
npe msti ak pakai cm len lau ak ngan die? npe ak x leh pkai je pkaian yg slalu ak pkai?

'ak taw npe Farhana, sbb die xske..'

tp ne taw die ske ke? bek ak try pkai n tnye die.

'Farhana, die 2 dak alim taw, blaja kat syria. kau pun taw die amek pe kn. abs 2 kau rse die akn approve ke?'

ala kau nie spoil la, atleast bg la smgt kat ak ke, ape ke tuk ak tnjk kn dri ak yg sbnarnyer kat die,not that i'm not being myself when i'm wif him juz that it's my attire, my style. I don't know whether he can accept it or not...

'okla2, ak support kau. tp lau die x approve gak, ak akn kte one thing je'

pe die?

'ak dh ckp dh'

ha?&*^%$#@ xgne pnye kata hati....but still i have to do this...






p/s: I dunno what's the significant of this photo with this entry, i juz like this pic...

suker?....

bored to death.....

I'm so bored here at home...I miss college, the atmosphere and of course my frenz there...

hmmmmm :(.. Plus there's no one to acoompany me here back at home...
everyone is busy with their studies...arggghhhhhhhh...


n of course my baby is not here...baby when r u coming back???
I miss u like crazy....this song remind me of him
Isn't he's cute when holding that kid?
why you have to go studiy abroad?
you left me behind,talking once a while seem not enough to me..
huaaaaahhhhhhhh

suker?....

Brita dri Kmntng...

Today I want to tell you guys something...There's a conflic now in Kmntng. 16 people have injured severely within this two days. It's freaking me out man..I've planned with my frenz to hang out but due to this incident I have to cancel our plan. Hey, we don't want to get kill. Well I hope the goverment will do something about this...

P/S: Below is the news article from Harian Metro Online...



Ejekan berdarah

Oleh Mohd Husni Mohd Noor dan Yahya Awangam@hmetro.com.my

TAIPING: Ejekan berdarah! Itu mungkin perkataan tepat menggambarkan punca berlakunya pergaduhan antara dua kumpulan lelaki termasuk beberapa remaja yang akhirnya menyebabkan 16 orang daripada mereka mengalami cedera di badan akibat dilibas parang dan senjata tajam.Dalam kejadian di sebuah kafe siber di Lorong Teratai, Kamunting Jaya, malam kelmarin, semua mereka dikejarkan ke Hospital Taiping (HT) bagi mendapatkan rawatan dan sehingga semalam hanya lapan masih dirawat termasuk seorang remaja berusia 16 tahun yang ditempatkan di unit rawatan rapi (ICU).Remaja berusia 16 tahun yang hanya dikenali sebagai Abdullah mengalami cedera parah di kepala dan kedua-dua tangan dipercayai terkena libasan parang.Sehingga semalam, lapan daripada kumpulan ganas yang berusia antara 16 hingga 26 tahun itu masih dirawat di HT manakala yang lain sudah dibenarkan pulang selepas mendapat rawatan sebagai pesakit luar.

Ketua Polis Daerah Taiping, Asisten Komisioner Raja Musa Raja Razak, berkata kejadian bermula pada jam 9.30 malam apabila dua kumpulan itu mula mengunjungi sebuah kafe siber di Lorong Teratai, Kamunting Jaya sebelum berlaku episod ejek mengejek antara mereka.
Beliau berkata, gara-gara tidak berpuas hati dengan ejekan itu, beberapa anggota geng remaja itu menampar beberapa anggota kumpulan yang lain menyebabkan suasana menjadi kecoh sehingga berlaku kejadian berbalas penampar.“Keadaan menjadi tidak terkawal menyebabkan salah seorang geng remaja itu menghubungi anggota lain yang datang dengan bersenjatakan parang.“Remaja yang bersenjatakan parang itu bertindak ganas dengan mengamuk dan melibas parang serta senjata tajam kepada anggota kumpulan yang dipercayai menampar rakannya itu,” katanya, semalam.Katanya, sejurus menerima maklumat, sepasukan polis dikejarkan ke tempat kejadian dan bertindak segera mengawal pergaduhan dengan bantuan daripada polis Kuala Kangsar, Kerian, Selama, Ipoh dan daerah lain berhampiran.Raja Musa berkata, sehubungan itu, polis memberkas tiga lelaki berusia antara 21 hingga 26 tahun dan mereka akan disiasat mengikut Seksyen 324 Kanun Keseksaan.Malah, polis juga sudah mengenal pasti anggota dua kumpulan berkenaan yang disyaki terbabit dalam pergaduhan itu dan akan memberkas mereka dalam masa terdekat.Tinjauan Harian Metro di tempat kejadian semalam mendapati, terdapat beberapa kesan tompokan darah di hadapan kafe siber berkenaan.

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wassup guys....

Phew...

It's been a tiring day(Is it? oh well). I just got back from kedah. I went there to visit my sister at matrix Kedah and also my father who has been transfered there...Nothink fun to said here juz wanted to write( to keep my mind from rusting, hehehehe). Oh yeah, I juz bought a new book from PTS One entitle Hai Suria from Farihah Iskandar. I love books from Farihah. If I'm not mistaken I have bought all the book that she wrote. Her books capture my attention, her language, the story itself has already blend with my soul. I can't wait for her next book.

P/S: This is my picture, so how do I dress up? Is it ok?

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Wanna go out....

I wanna go out today but I don't have my frenz to go out with...

I don't want to go out alone,it's not fun...

hmmmmmm.....

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new thing.....

Well, I've juz finish adding new things in my blog... Nothing happen in my life yet but hey it's still early to see anything happen. ok see u guys sson enough ok....

bye.....

suker?....

Looking for somebody.....

Right now, I'm searching for my childhood frenz. His name is Taufik(at least thats what I remember). His mother own a bakery shop at Kajang. His mother bakery is the best bakery in Kajang. Lately his name always pop up in my mind. Actually I miss him so much as he is my childhood frenz. We always do things together until my parents moved to Perak. Since then we lost contact, so now I want to find him back. I juz wanna meet him back after lost contact him for years. So if anobody know a guy name Taufik, age 19, live in Kajang and his mother own a bakery shop, pliz tell me ok. Even better if Taufik himself read this blog. Gosh I miss him badly....

P/S: Abg don't be jealous ok, he's juz a frenz

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I'm sorry and forget me....

After a few months of breaking up with Zaim,he text me back and i entertain him bcoz we've made an agreement that we are friend eventhough we have broke up(I know it is cruel to do this but hey, I don't wanna lose a fren). I'm ok with the fact that we are fren n still texting each other,he even ask me about his option of entering university and I thought that he is fine with the fact that we're already broke up but then it seems to me that he still can not stand the fact that I'm no longer his GF. He keep texting about how hurt he is, and the most famous word he text me is that 'I cannot live without you'. How typical. For a moment, I can still endure with it, I keep telling him that we are not meant to be together, so on and so forth, but he continue to such an annoying guy.




For Zaim, I know that you're hurt but that does not give you the license to be annoying ang i'm trully sorry for what i've done to you. I never meant to hurt you, trust me. It's been my pleasure of knowing you and you're such a wonderful guy. I will treasure all the sweet memories that we've made eventhough my heart never does belongs to you. You deserve a better girl,Zaim. Forget me to forgot your wound.

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